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Name: Ben
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 7/14/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: My interests basically consist of writing and music.
I had recently kept my endevours on a subprofile on AIM but I figured I needed some more room to explain so here we are.
I love to play sax in my spare time, listen to music, and hang out with my peers.
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  DonnieBrasco2004
Member Since:
3/28/2004
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| Hey I just wanted to make a quick update........
FUCK YOU RAY AND SAM!
Later.......... | | |
| Well I'm sorry about not posting for a very long time.....however I am currently working on a new post that I will add over the weekend. It's a very controversial issue, but I think it will be a very educated post and will give you some insight into this issue..... | | |
| Well holy poop,
It's been several months since I've updated this mofo. Methinks now is an opportune time to do so, here goes....
Today I moved into OU, the campus is amazing and my dorm room is pretty sweet. I bought a desk and a chair so I'm all set, not to mention this hugeass boombox, plus my roomie brought an X-box with HALO. So Mickey and David watch out by the end of this year I'll be raping you at everything.
I talked to Steve-O online tonight and he seems to be doing alright.
That's it for now......I'll update again later
~OUT!
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| For Mark:
Mark I never said you started anything let us understand that point blank. That is not the issue at hand, it's how your blaming me for my actions when not even realizing your own. I like how you totally skimmed over the part about you smashing Mickey in the face with a cookie simply b/c you knew it was wrong and you can't admit to it. AND if you would have read my post correctly I indeed said that Jeremy was the one who started the whole Kenny G thing, not you. As far as graduation parties go I had applied to prob. around 20 jobs the second week before school let out. And I got a call from one and was able to start working the week before school let out. Unfortunately that tied up my plans for most weekends from that point on, not to mention MY OWN relatives coming into town wanting to celebrate this glorious time. I had aplogized to many people about abscenes at their parties, however it was out of my hands.
As far as Kana goes, I do recall making that comment and if you see the way it's phrased it means it was said as a response. Unfortunately I do recall making that comment and I believe it was after said something about my mom. Again, let me point out Mark, if kana was suddenly unable to play flute b/c of a breathing condition that she was recently diagnosed I wouldn't be attacking that by means of getting to you. Ana apparently you don't remember the time when Ray reallllllllly pissed you off with that Kana slur, I never crossed any lines Mark, look at the people who did.
For Jeff:
"And I didn't advertise this name to many people. It was just 8 guys who all ready knew you had seizures."
Jeff if you knew the guys weren't all that sensitive and knew that your name would do nothing more than get a rise out of them, why in the hell would you make that name?? I recall hearing nothing but laughter from your tent, even after I asked you to change your name. And I'm sure that was a really appropriate comment to make consider Rhemert was RIGHT THERE, sure he knew all about it Jeff. Like I had mentioned before the main problem was nobody in my tent saw anything wrong with that name, they thought it was funny! To me that is a problem.
Let me help you clear some of your accusations as well. Jeff your head has been the topic of many discussion even you bring it into discussions where nobody has even brought it up. You seem to think that I've been the one harassing your cranium, when in actuality I've made my share of comments but none more than Nick, Ray, Jeremy, or Turk.
It's funny how Amanda should come into play, b/c I remember telling you how she was dimed the GIMP by Jeremy. And the racist remarks, I admit those were really wrong and sometimes got out of hand. But was there not a roar of laughter from you guys, sure seemed like you enjoyed that sense of humour then. But now I'm wrong for doing anything. Jeff I told you specifically the only reason I made those comments was b/c you guys enjoyed them, not b/c I thought they were true. BUT apparently I am at Fault once again. But then again if I'm wrong then DAVID must be at fault to!! Oh no!! That can't be true it must be Ben's fault.
I commend you jeff, I appreaciate you admitting to making a mistake. And if you count I have admitted to several things. | | |
| Okay okay......I"m glad to see that everyone has started reading my Xanga.
Now everyone needs to realize that I wasn't meaning to put the full focus of the situation on Lauren and her condition. However, I thought with that example it would probably be easiest for people to realize how it could be that I am feeling the way I am. But in our typical style of friendship, rather than just coming out and saying; "Sure, we made some mistakes but so did you....." It seems more like "Dude, you're the one who's messing up!!!"
I'd also like to mention that I never once stated that I didn't make mistakes. I openly admit that before highschool I didn't stand up for my friends, which in turn explains Mickey's entry. So yes I do admit to making mistakes, and in highschool I vowed to become better friends with my peers, and in turn respect and fight for them by means that were never provided to me.
Now in response to some of Mark's statements;
Numero Uno (The Lunchtable and the Antics): Yeah I did throw things, but if I recall I was hit with more than my share of shit, lol. SO if you would like to play that card, let us remember I too was also hit by other peoples altercations. For instance, Mark you did have an confrontation with Mickey, a minor foodfight began and I was struck with several items.
Not to mention when you totally were out of line on an argument (with me, actually it was a foodfight with me), in order to cover your ass you dragged mickey into it and convinced him that the only way the confrontation could be solved was if he allowed you to hit him in the face with a cookie??? That indeed I think shows you some of your actions, so Mark before you start accussing me for my lunchtable activities look at what you did. Thank god more people didn't see that.
Number 2: Secondly I never brought up the Kenny G thing. Your mentioning of it actually brings to mind of an example. If I recall the first occasion that this actually happened was with Jeremy who made fun of my playing style. Then later during one of your solos you made fun of my (moving while) playing.
Now this is no big deal, and if it had only been btwn you me and Jeremy and Ray, it wouldn't have bothered me. But instead you insisted on embarassing me in front the entire Jazz Band, and also in front of my Directors. Again, I can deal with it in moderation, but at least once every day I would have to deal with this problem, and Mark it's kinda hard to take when the majority of a band not to mention your directors are laughing at me. And once again if my memory serves me correctly I did ask on more than one occasion for you guys to stop. But however mark YOU"RE the one who wigged out and complained and said it was ONLY A JOKE, despite the fact that I didn't want you guys doing it.
Finially Mark, a point that I thought I had covered in my previous entry. I have 2 JOBS!! It's not that I don't want to hang out with you guys it's that I must work to pay for my School!!!!! I have 2 jobs and am working every day, somtimes both jobs in one day. I have actually told many of you guys that I can come if I find out a week in advance, that way I can change my schedule at work(s).
I'd also like to point out the thing on RAY"S website..."10 REASONS WHY BEN PALMER PISSES ME OFF"
Mark are you getting my drift??? Does that seem like a friend thing to do??? Do you find any understanding in what lauren is saying, b/c I do recall you making many-a-comment about her and her condition. Perhaps you can finially come to understand why it is I'm feeling this way, if not, then there is nothing to lose as far as I'm concerned. | | |
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